#.....what

today two separate people invaded our online class spaces and one of them said to the teacher “you need a new wig?” before I removed them. another one interrupted our prep time so i made a confused face and he said “you ugly as hell hahaha” 

this isn’t even the worst thing a kid can say to you but it took me by surprise lmao. their personalities are jumping out in class...also my teacher sounds EXACTLY like my grandma so hi Angie! lol 

I’m realizing that my staying power through things is stunted, and there’s nothing I can do besides...do it? Mars stationed Rx today in Aries so I’ve seen a lot of ~rest~ and *nap* energy from the astrologers I follow. My work schedule just doesn’t allow for the same amount of freedom anymore and it’s really gonna be on me to get my goals done this month. productivity shouldn’t matter anymore, yes, I completely agree. the entire concept needs to be thrown in the gutter since this is how society has turned out while exploiting labor in its’ name. However it’s become so clear to me this year that I HAVE to be striving towards something for my fulfillment (and in turn, this nourishes my self love so I can love others). does that make sense? I’m being intentional when I’m buzzing around a task or project so those fluid feelings aren’t the usual adrenaline rush of small successes w no large successes.

Also guess what? I told Niv this but I did NOT pass my GWS class this summer so I did not graduate. Practically speaking I should get ahead on this but w a full-time job AND the world ending...WHO CARES LMAO. if Mars Rx says to rest, I’ll handle everything on my plate in my own time. No one is leaving this year unscathed. 

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