.....Its funny how he perked up seeing your face, and hearing your voice.
He can play it off as nonchalant..and even if there’s something about seeing you there’s another feeling alongside it..though he cannot place what it is...
Part of him wants to wait, and let you be....he finds it hard to fully let himself be..happy to see you but.. feels like someone would tell him something bout enjoying it while it lasts or whatever it is the kinda thing you’d say....
but it’s hard to even think like that.
Maybe he’s over analyzing it. Over thinking something that’s been over thought to death for the past couple of days.. What’s he supposed to do? How’s he supposed to talk to you when his minds been going faster than he can keep up with?
Yesterday he had the thought of how he’d be if you came back then, why is it so hard to act on it when you come back today..











