#..ෆlovethoughts

yandere tim drake

I like to think Timothy Jackson Drake as a calculated person. Ruthless and fearless at that. Red Robin 2009 was my first proper encounter with him and his obsessive tendencies (not necessarily romantically but towards his objective) were so evident. This character trait was also noticeable when Jason was active as Robin & after ("Batman needs a robin!" mentioned at least 10 times as his dialogue in a single run, he IS that persistent). But its more fun when his strong traits cracks in front of you. So here's this, imagine YOU becoming his objective. I imagine him not as a confrontational yandere but a imaginative one where his desires eventually lead him to cross the boundary. He isn't forceful no, he is a man of respect (in a way) but his train of thoughts about you drives him absolutely insane.

One question leads to another, genuine ones first and quite personal ones latter. He needs answers. He needs to know.

But Tim is a smart man, he acknowledges the abnormality in his affection. Regardless he pushes the thought deep down his mind, because who's going to confront him about it? You? You don't even know he exists.

He doesn't make himself known just yet. Tim Drake is quite confident with his looks, charms, and reputation but life doesn't seem so easy-going even for his romantic aspects. He needs more time, more planning. Needs more adjustment before you 'accidentally' encounter. But that's alright, the more challenging the better. Anything to learn more about your taste, preference, and dislikes. He'll manage. He always have.

Tim Drake is a man who wears his affection like a badge of honour. Every chance he gets he's busy discovering more about you. No shame whatsoever. Just a little more. He's learnt every little habits, details about you that you couldn't even fathom.

But there is also a side of him he refuses to admit. Logic and perfection are two words in his vocabulary highlighted in red. Absolute must no objections. And yet, sometimes the thought of you make him weirdly impulsive. People say what is love without guts but Tim hates it.

That is until. UNTIL you were seen hanging out with your friend at the café the other day. He bites his lips. The hangout didn't feel like normal friendship. It felt more than that.

Tim Drake is a man who is calculative. He stands by his beliefs, and is confident in his judgements. At least that's what he thought. But something urges in his mind when it comes to you. Something complicated, fogged, black, impulsive and disgusting. He wants you. Maybe that's exactly the reason why he's made the mistake. A rookie mistake. You make him lose precision.

"Excuse me, hi"

"Oh, hello"

"Sorry I ... I just wanted to say hello"

"...Yeah, sure. Did you need something?"

"I like your perfume. Smells Vanilla? I think it was citrus scented last week"

"..."

"I prefer Vanilla. You know, sweets tend to be more addictive than tangy tastes. But I also think sweet suits you more anyway."

"...Oh"

"Yeah?"

"Sorry um, do i know you?"

yandere jason todd

Jason Todd, the man you are. After everything he had sacrificed, suffered, and tolerated Jason is a spiral mess of emotions. Despite the gruff demeanour, he has a tender heart. It's a known fact that he deeply cares for those who he considers close. This thought is explored in Rebirth Red hood and the outlaws (2016) and multiple other batman, robin runs where Jason makes a special visit.

Therefore, we're focusing on the spiral mess of his affection. He refuses communication which require a lot of emotional intelligence sometimes, causing a blockage in his pipes. It's bound to leak at one point. I firmly believe for that reason, Jason Todd possesses expressive eyes. There's something about the way they locate you in distance, lock-in and never budge. He may not be as witty like Dick Grayson with his words but god his gaze, they speak words. A lot, of words.

Constant distraught and loss in Jason Todd's life must've affected the way he views love. Truthfully I don't think he understands it even till now. There was no room for romance in his life before or even after resurrection. Whatever he feels with you, he labels it as endearment. He questions the morality at first but eventually this longing for you marks the new definition of love in his vocabulary.

Obsession of his blooms the moment he labels you as one of his close people. Not publicly no, never. Just secretly in his mind. The tag follows you like a cute ribbon wrapped around Christmas present. He acknowledges you as a form of inseparable attachment. Constantly checking in your location, gifting you from small to big things, but when it comes to actual meetings he doesn't speak much.

I imagine Jason as the silent type. Not a lone wolf but because he knows how sharp he could get with his words. Hell, how half of the things he blurts out could overwhelm you. The dark, passionate, gloomy thoughts of you in his mind might scare you off any second.

He wants you by his side every moment. Its as simple as that.

So when YOU mix into his spiral of emotions, Jason Todd longs for you to colour his mind. Whatever shade bright or dark it doesn't matter. Leave a mark, claim it, rip it, scribble it, as long as they're from you.

He won't admit it out loud no, but most definitely his eyes will.

" ... "

It wasn't like him to reach for your wrist so abruptly. The hold was intense and the room felt suffocating.

"Jason ... wait"

As you slowly retreated your steps away from him, his gaze followed. Wrist was still trapped under his strength and eventually your back had hit the wall. Your instincts sent a knot in your stomach.

Silence continued as the wall and Jason's overwhelming figure trapped you like a helpless bird. It was getting more difficult to breathe. You needed some air maybe some break from this tension but this choking quiet fogged your mind and-

"..stay."

It shifted. The pressure. Your eyes returned to the emerald hues. No, is it really emerald? It resembled more of agate. The fogged, dark, and unbreakable nature where it only seemed to fill the sight of you.