#.. caelus rants

just finished watching destroying a world that doesn't exist ( aka the part 2 to searching for a world that doesn't exist )

i am actively crying

wifies you're an asshole /nsrs (i adored this so much)

im trying not to share spoilers but PLEASE go watch it its so good i cant

im literally laying in bed at 10pm crying over a fucking minecraft arg based on the king in yellow somebody sedate me

auuguhhh i've been watching so many 2019core videos and i'm just like I MISS THAT!! i miss 2019 >:(

i was a loser on sketch 99% of that year but like its deadass one of the few years i remember super well!! i might play bloxburg later or smth cuz of it

I don't know how to describe the term I'm coining (not mentioning it for now cuz even the term(s) itself is being a tad workshopped) and when I tried to have someone help me they.. sadly completely missed my point

"Oh the other form of the term is cooler because the original has "human" in it, eww" bothered me the most in one of the responses I got tryinc to figure out how I want to label it . Like, I get it, a LOT of entities here hate humanity (which is my own gripe that I digress on) but MY DESCRIPTION SPECIFICALLY STATES IT IS INTEGRAL TO THE IDENTITY LABEL 😭😭!! I get it you don't like humanity but like. Thats a good chunk of what makes the term/label what it is!! 💔💔

I can't tell if I'm just being protective of it or not — admittedly I am VERY protective of my label, its ME and its the only way I know to describe myself, I want to be known for it. Call me selfish or greedy all you want but its the one coherent thing I've nailed down, I want to OWN a term that makes me, ME!

I've been here for like . 20-30 minutes .