We don't really like posting personal info here. But, we've got our first therapy appointment in years tomorrow, which we're super nervous about. I plan to discuss our symptoms and since we've stopped tracking specific alters recently anyways (it's a whole thing). Plus, I feel a lot like we've restarted our syscovery journey because we've become aware we switch and then later that we experience amnesia between switches (which is why we changed from questioning pdid to a cdd). As well as a shift in daily life roles amongst alters. So I want to go at this pretty objectively to approach our symptoms professionally and treat whatever answer we receive. We're petrified, of course, but we've been planning and saving to go on our own health insurance as an adult so our parents won't receive the information, since before we turned 17. So I think we can handle this. Any advice is appreciated, although I doubt anyone will see this. I just wanted to log/express this moment because it's an important part of our journey. Which we've been questioning approaching in therapy since our previous sessions at 15, if I recall correctly. I want to do this right, and we will, even if it takes time. We're going to get better.
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