Mar 8
sorry for the vent. all of it's in the tags, #murms rants is my vent tag so feel free to block it if you don't wanna see all that.
#murms rants#my mind is a prison i cannot escape from#-sukuna#very alone in front#alone in general#have been all day#i'm not used to havin feelings or caring about other people#so this makes things even harder#having multiple meltdowns a day#yesterday i just cried and cried and cried in my partner's arms#that was it i just kept cryin#feels like i need to hide until i get whatever's wrong with me out of my system#i have no explanation either#m tired n i wish we had a good relationship with our mom because#i want my mom#need someone to tell me things are gonna be okay#think i'm splittin too#if i split again it's over
