Jun 29
Talked with our husband about gender shit, because we're thinking of starting T again. It's been 7 years since we stopped it, and I just connected the dots that a lot of disconnect we've been feeling towards our body is dysphoria.
We're non-binary, internally we feel like both man and woman, but we want to look more masculine. We want a top surgery reconstruction because our first surgeon botched that shit, and we hate how we have curves again. Our face is too soft. We're too soft. We want muscles again, and a more angular face. We can want those without being binary, and that's okay.
We had our hysterectomy last year so I'm hoping low dose T would work better on us.
Idk.
Here's to taking a leap into self discovery (again) 🫶🏼!
