so sorry for the late reply. also for the song mentioned above, I got a message saying 'please don't take it in a negative sense' . so the interpretation might be a bit complicated. nonetheless I'm willing to help :)
areee dont apologise i was anxious so i asked you and u informed us that u were sick so its ok sweetie infact thank you that you replied as soon as you felt better.
also thank you for writing that you are willing to help with the interpretation part becoz that song is so 'negative' i mean ngl i had tears and was thinking why is this my song?? ;/ i k the message was dont take it negatively but its quite hard to not do so especially when i connect with moon every night and pray for wherever he is it felt all efforts in vain. i mean wht 'positive' i can interpret is my idea of self and things is changing so maybe its reltaaed to that? honestly i m realllyyyyyyyyyyy open for any interpretation u can offer :) sorry for asking fr this extra help.
tyssmmm for ur efforts stay healthy.
omg, first of all, that is so sweet and understanding of you to understand my condition and still support me in doing something i love. thank you so much, darling. blessings to you 💖🧿
as for your concern with the song, I'm more than willing to make you understand about what your partner meant. so the song is about losing hope in their significant other but still holding onto the hope. this is precisely just a hypothetical situation that they thought of (your fs likes to overanalyze, probability of having anxiety disorder is high here)
what they wanted to convey was no matter what, they do not want to give up on you, even if the obstacle of your relationship might be yourself. the part they actually wanted to convey was in the bridge with these lyrics:
"I already know that your answer is no
But I pretend that I don't, though I already knew it
I can't give up on you yet
Until I hear you say it to me
Can't give up on you"
all they wanted to let you know is precisely this. they are so willing to work on everything with you, through your ups and downs and vice versa.
i've been constanty getting messages by your fs to relay this that they are sorry for worrying you and would like to apologise for the confusion (as I said anxiety here is off the roof I can feel my head go dizzy so strongly)
hopefully this clears your doubts, I was more than happy to act as a medium for you two. they cherish you so much so do not worry <33