May 4
I'm about to have to go put my dog down today. I just bathed her for the last time and I can't stop crying thinking about how I'll never get to hold her or feed her or pet her or bathe her ever again after today.
#tw animal death#animal death#- T#- P#- V#I...don't really know what else to say. I've been having a hard time lately because of all of this.#I've known for about two weeks that we would have to put her down and I've known for months that it would be happening this year at some#point because she is almost 17 and her health has been deteriorating. A few weeks ago it started getting particularly bad with no#improvement so we finally made the decision because she is just. Not doing great lately.#It doesn't help that my birthday is on Thursday haha...really not the best timing
