i am not drunk enough for this - brackets

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i am not drunk enough for this - brackets

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[there isn't a timeline where an even somewhat canon typical me would be ok with a "affection of the gods is being granted on you" type plotline]
[-without someone doing something fucked up and evil to that me]
[if its an "affection of a god who is so beyond you because of them not being trapped" its even less likely to be ok with any me]
[and if its in a coded role the god starting it is going to be treated with the same dignity and respect of some asshole who's sexually or romantically harassing a waiter] [because if im in a coded role i have the same level of ability to leave and to consent as one]
i feel like a very dumb bird sometimes - brackets
the odyssian bullshit i seam to attract with gusto is reflected in quests as their blessing, their curse, and their responsibility
they have to put themselves into a situation often or else they literally attract angry magical creatures (not a modification of their world, the creatures already exist), unfortunately that also seas me as a more than half decent way to put them in a situation
its not wrong, their blessing from their god is as much a curse as a responsibility as a blessing, their god doesn't understand me, their curse seas what i was branded as in my code, everyone other than random cultists doesn't see me as other than a person, and occasionally a sobbing drunk (← the reason im banned from drink with some caveats)
- brackets
brackets initially self guided guide to world creation
slowly trace the room you're in, start with wireframe or color or texture whichever you think will stick the easiest
and then when i was done with the initial "outline" of the space, i added how gravity felt so items i made would fall in expected ways most of the time (excluding times where the object was meant to float)
the way i made objects move was remembering how moving objects felt, and then creating the thought of how that felt separate to me moving it (making the thought that remained not dependent on the body)
and then continue the above process for long enough that if you give your mind a stretch, remembering the way you made walls and gravity and motion(to some extent) you can make a space, our initial was a blank room, then a bunch of storage units
↑ these spaces probably wont be connected unless you do it on purpose, with the main way to transport to stretch the same muscles used to build spaces initially (within an outerworld room) to suddenly start being in the other space by shifting the presence of your point of view and what the brain recognizes at you, shifting them apart from eachother can feel really weird
and then potentially is the creation of worlds outside of the outer world
fundamentally its the same process as step 1 and 2, but with the base of your awareness outside of the room, using the skills learned by shifting through independent rooms shift your perspective to an empty space, and then try your best to build the room or space you're seeing around your perspective
being different than whats seen from later camera angles is fine, whats important is that you dont leave any massive holes in the floor (that weren't there in the initial model, and id recommend a short bottom for those so no one gets stuck)
after that step, i dont really have recommendations other than, if you're working with someone in sys while doing this, do not get so engrossed in the project that they start looking like a bit of the scenery
and create what you want it doesn't have to be the same as regular outerworld in terms of time and space dimensions if you can wrap your mind around it
(bonus : if you use this method there is a large chance it wont be inherited by anyone who doesn't practice it, having this ability may cause role like conditions if others hadn't practiced)
- brackets

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mirp :/ - brackets
i wish i wasn't scared in the way i am - brackets