Hii! May I request a prompt 7 angst - Giyuu x suicidal! Reader? Thanks a loooottt. Also ily❤️
TRIGGER WARNING: suicide; 07. ❛ Aren’t you tired of this? ❜
Giyuu is not an idiot. Sure, sometimes you can see him spacing out but in reality, he’s an observant person and he takes note of his partner’s sudden drop of mood anytime it does come.
Tonight is not an exception. The way dark azure oculars watch you like a hawk, anyone would have found it a little unnerving. You know he’s waiting for you to say something first, so you did: ❝ Aren’t you tired of this? ❞
He blinks slowly, ❝ Tired of what? ❞ He’s almost afraid of what you are going to say next; the worst case scenarios start to play in his mind but he breaks himself out of that mindset when he sees your lips part.
❝ Living. ❞ Again, he blinks. You don’t meet his eyes, you don’t want to; you’re afraid of what you’re going to see within those sea of blue oculars that you found yourself getting lost in when you first met him. ❝ I just feel like I’m not good enough. ❞
He is yet to say something but you don’t need him to when his arms wrap around your torso and pull you closer against his chest. Lithe fingers brush through your locks, cradling your head right on top where his heart is — it beats rapidly, almost like it’s threatening to break out of his ribcage. You don’t need words to know that he, too, sometimes feel the same; sometimes it takes two broken people to make a whole.
