ok so to sum up what we were discussing wish a good friend today... what if Dazai is actually serious about saying âgood byeâ to Chuuya, but not in the way that it appears?
Is it even possible for a vampire to drown? Akutagawa kinda died and was resurrected as a vampire later btw. so what if Chuuya is not gonna die even if he drowns and Dazai is aware of it? But, however, is saying his good bye because he himself plans to die alongside Fyodor somehow? Dazai was searching for a âneatâ way to die all the time, so what if he plans to die now, and thatâs why he said good bye to Chuuya?..
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giving up on him because he didnât reciprocate your feelings
You didnât turn out to be stubborn enough than heâd originally anticipated, as you were human like anyone else. Jotaro assumed youâd continue to strengthen your âunrequited loveâ for him as did the other pestering girls that swarmed around him with a lack of shame. Affectionate touches heâd ruthlessly steer away, speaking in that sweet, syrupy voice his ears tend to push aside, and just an overall pleasant attitude that clearly differs from the rest.
You were sincere with you feelings.
He was not.
He treated you like dog shit stuck around the curb. Probably still would preserve that horrible habit if you hadnât gone and changed your ways, admittingly. Funny, itâs only when your usual loving efforts directed at him suddenly vanishes, does he realize what heâs had.
Now thatâs gone.Â
Youâre not fully ignoring him, but youâre not exactly giving him the same treatment anymore - youâd deal with him like an awkward friend, just a small exchange of âhisâ, nothing else. Jotaroâs not great trying to address his feelings. You already assumed that was a possibility, but couldnât tell if that was the case with you - him neglecting you for months hadnât persuaded you either. So as much as he wants to say something, heâd default to his regular response, and was forced to shove back everything he was dying to say. Â
He remembers exactly what he said when youâd profess your dying love for him directly one time. âI told you not to fall in love with me.â Heâs warned you countless amount of times from the very beginning. Youâve been reminded obnoxiously on his crass, withdrawn demeanor. Did you shy away from him at that time? No, you stuck by his side like an annoying parasite, detrimental in ways he wouldnât be able to understand.Â
So when did you finally decide that youâd had enough? Why now?Â
And then it clicks. Youâre starting to hang out a lot more with Kakyoin, itâs almost too suspicious to not notice. He doesnât know if that red-headed bastard is doing this to get on his nerves, but what he does know for sure is that itâs fucking working.
Heâd bash that smug grin plastered on his face into the curbs repeatedly - to hell youâd replace him with him out of all people. Â
Jotaro is confrontational. now that is a fact youâd knew already from months of worshiping him from the sidelines, youâve seen him get into a couple of nasty fights from a distance. Though heâd win with not much than a scratch, youâd always checked to make sure he was okay - his low efforts on shooing you away had never chased you away. If Kakyoin ever brings this up, youâd be more alarmed for his safety than your own ... Â
What you hadnât expect is for him to corner you so suddenly in an alleyway just as the last class ends, a gaze so intense - itâs difficult to pinpoint if it was out of pure hatred, or want - youâre not given the time to decipher it when his enormous hand wraps around your neck. Just a light and solid warning that if you even dare scream out for someone, heâd snap your cervical spine in half. Gradually lowering his head down closer to yours, and lowly sneers. Â
âI am not done with you.â
He refuses to let you go until you promised to stay with him - forever. You donât want your dear friend Kakyoin to get hurt, right?