i want to cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy we’ve reached the parting of the ways & i cant i cant - doctor don’t leave ussssssssssssssss 😭💔. its so weird to me - i feel so much more strongly for 9 than i did, like, the first time around. but this time ive dragged my whole family with me so they get to see my sufferingggg. i love him. i love him. he’s such an incredible doctor, i can’t even. ahhHHHhhhHh. and i love ten, too (hehe tentoo) - i actually preferred him a lot, first time around - but wow i forgot how much id missed nine. and roseeeeee. i swear tumblr has done this to me - i ship them so so much more now. ugh its unbearableeee. its weird, i scroll through my bookmarked fics & i have so many tenrose ones but a disappointing amount of ninerose. i mean, i have fics bookmarked in no short supply, but still 🙃