#*put ffs

I know it's literally 1 am where I am but I can't fucking sleep because all I can think about is SHINee and I'm crying way too much over jonghyun's death. Like I wasn't even in the fandom but since it happened it's been all I can think about it's always in the back of my mind and I know this will probably be really insignificant at the moment but I'm so so sorry to all the fans out there and I feel horrible for not saying anything sooner but my feelings really hit me hard tonight and I finally decided to vent about it. Sorry for this long and annoying post but I had to say something before my mum hears me crying at one in the morning.