71, 79 and 84 for the ask game :D
71: what makes you nervous?
ahhh, basically everything?? i have really bad anxiety. i always think people don’t like me. if i see someone laughing in public, i immediately think they’re laughing at me. i won’t make phone calls to order food or make doctors appointments. if someone knocks on my door, i make my roommates answer it because i’m nervous about who it could be. it’s bad. but i’m working on it!! three cheers for therapy and medications lololol
79: who was your first real crush?
hmm, if by ‘real’ it means the first person i actually knew irl, it was this boy when i was in kindergarten. his name was christian. once day at the end of the day, his row got called to get their backpacks out of the closet first, so he brought me mine, told me he loved me and then his ass MOVED TO IRELAND, so i never saw him after that day. and that pretty much set the bar for how every crush i had after that was gonna go 😂
84: what color is your hair?
black and red right now!! i’ve changed it three times in the last month oooop