#*crush*

Had a strange dream where *crush* was cornering me to a dark room and it felt as though he wanted something from me. I can't remember what I was feeling back there until it went Pretty Little Liars out of nowhere. Hanna, Aria, Spencer and Emily barged in accusing *crush* of something and at the same time asking me if I was okay. Then Hanna went "I'm calling Caleb"

I should have already gone home by 1pm, but we were required to watch a symposium and take down notes so that we have something to pass as a course requirement in English. I was wearing my doll shoes on, and it rained pretty hard awhile ago. So the road was wet and all that shitty stuff. We went to the auditorium but it hasn't started yet, so we bought something to eat called "proven" :)) (Pronounced as proh-ven) And it kinda bothered my stomach. Anywho, as we were on our way back to the audi, my shoes broke. Like it opened and started talking. COZ IT GOT WET. >:| I didn't have any slippers along with me, good thing my guy friend, JM has his slippers with him. And he's like a size 10 or 11 or something. It's huge. I looked like Ronald McDonald. :| But I didn't have any choice, I didn't want to buy new slippers that I wasn't going to wear again.

But why do I ALMOST want to hate this day? :"> Coz I just kept thinking about what happened this morning. Hihi. Well, I saw him again. But didn't bother to say hi or wave or whatever. Lol. But then when I was lurking around.. I looked at him, and he was looking back at me. *u* Alam niyo yung feeling na yon? Na titingin ka palang sa kanya eh nakatingin na pala sya sayo? HAHA! Well, to start with, it wasn't really on purpose that I looked at him, coz I really was just lurking. But then he was looking back, with a straight face. On my side, I was really surprised looking at him, while he was looking back. So I just looked away when I was supposed to smile back. Haha! Nagulat ako, eh. Bakit ba.

Then we saw each other again by the hall, tapos nang-asar na ulit siya. :| "Kei Kei" lang naman sinabi niya, pero basta. Hahaha! So I just said, "SHUT UP" not in an angry way though. Di ako mean. Hihi. Asaran lang talaga.

Sa totoo lang.

Alam niyo yung imbis na mainis ka sakanya kasi ang kulit kulit niya at nang-aasar pa eh natutuwa ka pa sa ginagawa niya? Kasi alam mo naman na lambing lang naman talaga niya yon? Hehez. Ewan ko lang, pero masaya parin ako kahit ganun siya sakin. Hihi. Pero friends lang naman talaga kami! :D Ang saya lang talaga niya kasama kasi never kaming nawawalan ng topic, natuwa na nga lang ako bigla at napangiti nung nakita ko siya kanina. Kaso ayun, asar agad naabutan ko sa kanya. Pero nakakatuwa pa din. Ewan ko ba. Masaya lang ako talaga twing nakikita at nakakasama ko siya.

The first call, I answered "Hello?" But no one talked, so I just thought that oh well, he must have clicked my name on his contacts or something, so I just turned it off. Then he called again, and I was like, I WAS WRONG. Lol. :">

He asked how I was and how have I been doing. We talked for awhile, he teased me a couple of times and I was like.. "Sige, di na tayo bati. :(" Lol, but then I took it back of course. And said he couldn't reply to my GMs coz he was busy, and that I wasn't replying to his GMs as well. Haha. He asked me if he was bothering me coz I might have exams to study for, but I said no, not really. So I asked him the same and he told me the schedule of his exams the whole week. So I told him to review already, but said that he already has. Well, all convos has its end, so yeah.

But then he told me that when we see each other again, he was going to tease me the way I spoke English. Which was pretty weird when he tried to do it. Haha! Oh and yeah, he said he misses the bonding. :">

The time when he got vulnerable enough to share what he has been through with his life. All the hurt, pain and struggle that he has experienced, he told me without any hesitations. For the reason that he trusts me which made me even more comfortable around him.

The feeling when you can't get somebody out of your mind. He's the one you always think about, you can't sleep cause when you lay down on the bed, and rest your head on your pillow, he instantly pops in your mind and never seems to go away. Every time you receive a text, you wish that it was always from him. When you're online on Facebook, you wish that he'll spontaneously sends you a personal message. And when you see him, you just can't help but smile and feel butterflies in your stomach. And whenever you're with him, you can never get that stupid smile out of your face and you'd wish that time will slow down, cause you don't want to say goodbye.