#**~brazza

January 2020 ~ This year will be a hard one.  You will find yourself at your very worst, and just lost.  Hold on.  Use whatever you have left and fight.  Keep your head above water and keep kicking for the surface, and even when you are convince there is nothing left, find it, just a few more steps, a few more kicks - get some air, go to the gym and keep fighting because it will get easier to find that light again.  You can and will do it.   The worst is to come, but fight it. 

February 2020 ~ This is the eye of the storm, but you are still with us and for that you will find your best self and you’ll fly again.  You don’t believe me now, but you will make it and you will be fine, just don’t give up.  You’ve built a career making people happy.  Cry and scream when you need to, hit the bag so hard you knuckles bleed.  Do whatever you need, but keep fucking going. 

March ~ Through the dark, your album will be your brightest spot.  It is a huge success, so watch it.  Sing it to the world and he’ll hear it.  Believe in yourself.  You will be whole again. 

April ~ We’re halfway through the worst and you are still kicking.  See what you can do.  You are almost there and your strength is coming in.  You’ve got what it takes to get yourself back to the shore.  He’s waiting for you to wake up. 

July ~ You can feel the ground now, and you look up, and he’s right there, and you can go home.  You made it through seven months, and you won.  By the end of the year, your album will still be sailing, and you will marry the love of your life.  Believe it. 

August ~ You are home.  You are wanted.  You are loved.  Feel yourself coming back.  Reach out to people.  Enjoy happiness and all the success that you’ve had when you thought you were at your end.  You deserve it. 

September ~  You are engaged!  The storm has gone on it’s way.  Sun ahead. 

December ~ You held on against every single roadblock, and all the weight on your chest.  You are a fighter, and you are loved.  Welcome to your new life, and the future is the brightest as it’s ever been.  2020 went from the worst to the best and you have been through it all.  Here’s to you both!  If you made it this far, keep taking those steps and you’ll make it.  Don’t ever ever let go. 

Love,