Dec 31, 2025
me plotting out my Mary Goore/Reader fic before the autistic hyperfocus fades
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me plotting out my Mary Goore/Reader fic before the autistic hyperfocus fades
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I dreamt last night that a spirit who said they were Thanatos, who had very precise advice about the next steps I should take, including a tarot spread that conveyed this. We pulled the Page of Swords then the Knight of Swords, stating I needed to move from Page to Knight.
This is the first time I've dreamt of a deity whom I don't necessarily think about/pray to often, so His appearance was a surprise. And the first time I actually remember and interpreted the cards involved in a dream.
Though I'm a bit skeptical because I've been having anxiety dreams left and right lately. However, this one felt different.
I love worshiping Lord Hypnos because rest can be a devotional act for Him. I especially love it during days that feel long and packed -- offering a nap feels like a great reprieve.
But rest a devotional act also means unlearning the guilt capitalist hustle culture has imbued in me. It also means keeping his domain of sleep in high regard. And I do. I feel a great sense of surrender and divinity in the realm of Hypnos.
In basically saying: "for the next X hours, I'm in Your care. Show me what I need to know."
[breathes and accepts that this year will probably be a year for learning and trusting divine timing. That is, trusting that while there may not be any immediate, within-the-year results, I'm still planting the seeds for bigger things.
Which is quite hard since last year was full of results. Now we take it slow.]
Did a ritual for Theogamia today since it was my only time to be able to do it.
While I don't put much stock in candle divination, it was the first time I saw the candles do that thing that makes the flames look like little hearts, and that just tickled me.
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aggressively dedicates my writing to Lord Hermes bc I hadn't gotten a moment to breathe and write my silly little OCs
I dedicate a lot of my 'adulting' to Queen Hera, which really helps me push past my anxiety over such tasks. But then I sometimes feel bad when I'm incapacitated and unable to do said adulting, like yesterday when I was sick. (Still am sick.)
But the card I pulled from Her was The Hanged Man. There was a feeling that came over me...one that had the message of 'let your Mother take hold'.
Despite Her connections to mothers, I don't really call Queen Hera 'mother'. Foremost, She is a Queen to me. So to have Her say, 'let yourself rest, I'll take care of it,' is....nice.
Actions are often my go-to offering, but on that day, it was rest.