Sep 28, 2020
godĀ iāveĀ readĀ theĀ novelĀ aĀ numberĀ ofĀ timesĀ butĀ just.Ā theĀ lastĀ halfĀ --Ā theĀ amountĀ thatĀ elphieĀ hasĀ trulyĀ LostĀ itĀ isĀ . . .Ā soĀ damnĀ heartbreaking?Ā likeĀ gregoryĀ maguireĀ hasĀ aĀ wayĀ ofĀ satirizingĀ itĀ soĀ itāsĀ veryĀ wittyĀ butĀ itĀ reallyĀ getsĀ meĀ likeĀ almostĀ noĀ otherĀ work.Ā elphabaāsĀ fullyĀ pacingĀ constantly,Ā paranoid,Ā barelyĀ makingĀ sense,Ā drivenĀ insaneĀ withĀ griefĀ andĀ guilt,Ā likeĀ sheĀ canātĀ evenĀ speakĀ inĀ completeĀ sentences.Ā itāsĀ terribleĀ :(
#* this ending is also how i'm portraying her before her death which is why#* i am so fond of verses in which she doesn't die but instead goes to another universe#* for Peace#* all she wants is peace but her mind has driven her absolutely insane trying to find#* any bit of meaning and self identity and inner peace#* god it's so heartbreaking how she just. reaches her breaking point and projects madly onto everyoe#* Ā š¼šš š¼š³ š¼š.
