@maimeelai continued from here
He deflects quickly, if not tactfully, and once again Jack feels the sharp sting of his rejection. She's careful not to show her hurt, instead tipping her chair a little too far back, keeping it balanced on two legs, watching him stir the antidote or potion or whatever the hell it is they're supposed to be brewing.
The hurt leaks through anyway in her reply, her tone as cutting as his. " A normal one? God, lighten up, it's not like I asked you to name every relationship you've ever been in. I was just... curious. You know even business partners talk about these things. "
Aiden never lets her in close. In fact, he's very careful not to, always dodging her questions, reluctant to share any shred of himself. The little that she's gleaned has been through scraps, seeing glimpses of his world in the physical spaces he's allowed her in to, like the drum kit in the corner of his living room. And as easy as it would be to pry, as tempting as it is too, Jack has never let her light fingers wander into any of his personal effects. Maybe it's because what she truly wants is for him to tell her himself.
So she takes a breath and waits, not hopeful but wishing she could be, watching the smile turn the corners of his mouth. Though it's obviously faked judging by how quickly he'd snapped at her a moment ago. " Bullshit, " she counters, forcing her tone to lighten. " If you're going to lie, you might want to try something that sounds plausible. "
Her accidentally eyes wander to the potion and something about the steam or the smell or the small room brings up the impression of a memory. Jack unconsciously touches the pin in her hair, her silence soft, mournful. The next words spill out, like the liquid in the cauldron bubbling over, and all she can do is regret the vulnerability.
" I think I might have been once. I wish I remembered. "