#(a-h

"Hush," she told me, "We won't speak of it now, it can wait and we'll attend to it this weekend."

That meant a visit to her friend, Clara, who had a cane which Anne couldn't bring herself to use on me, and I would lie on Clara's couch with my head in Anne's lap and she would nod, and Clara would bring the cane down so hard that the tears would burst from my eyes and I would bury a scream against Anne's thigh making her cry as well, leaking tears but nodding again to summon another stroke that Clara from her sense of duty would deliver will all her strength and, much too soon after that, another and so on until there was nothing left to be sorry for.

A-H represented by the separate flags of Austria and then Hungary, with Hungary as a streamer.

Anne seems to get a kick out of the way that I need a spanking pretty frequently - and regularly...

"It helps keep me happy and helpful," I told her once.

"You know I'm glad to do that, sweetie. Just a short little hand-spanking, right?" she says with a little laugh.

Knowing what that's like, I agree. But I'm not laughing - she spanks hard! Down come my pj bottoms and after maybe twenty smacks (at most!) I'm sort of regretting needing this.

Not that she stops there! Her idea of 'short' is two or three minutes (which is fair, honestly) and she has no problem keeping it up the whole time (in fact, if I'm 'bad', she can manage three two-minute spankings or two three-minute while barely breaking a sweat.)

No, it's me who has a problem with it! Even though I need it and ask for it or, at least, don't disagree if she proposes it, it's hard to take pretty much right away - and we have along way to go!

And, being so 'short', she can have me get ready and then she can 'fit it in' without even disrupting her schedule, most days - so I'm not getting out of it!

I hope it doesn't sound like I'm complaining when I talk about how hard Anne spanks me, even when she uses just her hand...

In our group, a 'hand spanking' doesn't mean a light one or a playful one!

I know that plenty of the girls, even if they just get a hand spanking, know that it can really hurt!

I try to convince myself that it's a good thing...

Some days Anne can just tell that I need a thorough spanking at bedtime to really sleep well... a very thorough spanking!

First of all, I messed up - and I really messed up Anne's day, so she was mad at me - as she should be. So I got a rare 'very bad' spanking. And it was bad, and it really hurt.

But I was really sorry, and I had really screwed things up, so I suggested that maybe I should apologize and get still more spanking (hopefully not too much!).

Well, she didn't want to do that (whew!), but she thought maybe instead our guests that evening should see how my bottom looked.

Anne doesn't spank me in front of others, and doesn't have other women spank me all that often. She has shown off my spanked bottom from time to time, but this was a whole new level (it wasn't a coincidence that we had guests - I screwed things up on the day we were getting ready for a big party).

I was almost sick with anxiety (as you can imagine!) but I did want to do something to show how sorry I was...