23 DEEP ASS questions, one at a time.
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
The first. I get so embarrassed because I am showing my weakness, and I was told to never do that. So yeah, the first one.
I like seeing the other blush, stutter, look away, or the sparkle in their eyes, it’s just makes me fall for them even more
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
Stress. My boss is completely ridiculous. I’m trying to calm it down with the medicines and pills but, still when something gets me it still clicks that button on my head and I cant turn it off. He scolded me, yelled at me as if I was the cause of all bad in this world, as if I had committed a crime.
I didn’t file a paperwork correctly. And yes, I would still react the same way. Basically because I can’t control it
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
This one is drepressing. I don’t have anyone to call. No one enough important to me to deserve that call. I wouldn’t be missed I guess.
4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
I don’t tell, the last thing I want is to worry someone, and again I won’t be missed so…However, I would stop taking the pills, I’ll travel I’ll get a tattoo, I don’t know, live fully and free. I wouldn’t be afraid, I was trained to not fear death.
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
Love. I don’t care about sex that much, the pleasure it carries is still unknown to me, and I don’t fear it, however, Trust is safer long lasting, it doesn’t have to involve romanticism, and it’s pure but fragile. Love is also fragile and it hurts more than Trust.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
I save the dogs life. Because in my case, my boss needs me as much as he needs air. He knows the consequences of kicking me out. And I love animals, I actually am thinking of adopting a dog or a cat.
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
Again, the one I trust. I would be expecting failure from love. That’s maybe why I can’t seem to want to get into a relationship. Because they would end up leaving me.
