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Time To Close This URL
As of today, I am ending, ENDING all activity on this blog/URL.Â
I will leave it up as an archive. I am however now done with things, so I can move on to the next one.Â
I am still following mutuals and messaging you about the new blog! - IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE MISSING OR FORGOTTEN; YELL AT MY INBOX.Â
And to those of you (spying people or relatives/non-mutuals) this is goodbye.Â
Sayonara.Â
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Its strange... this blog will end its run after 5 and a half years. And I am completely at peace with it. I’m not leaving the site; but I do leave this haunted thing.Â
I have begun the work now on leaving this blog to rust away as a huge old gigantic archive of many many things.Â
People (mutuals) whom I care about I have started to get in touch with/ and or follow.Â
This blog will be running for a while longer, but not too soon, activity here will cease completely.Â
I want to blame my misery on my lack of social contact, but I know that its not really my true problem. I honestly dont know what to say or do. Everything feels empty meaningless and mundane. Im afraid that I will feel like this for the rest of my life. No matter what happens. Nothing feels real. And I dont think it will ever change.
Depression lingers on. Thoughts about no goals in life too. I am glad for my distractions; but I am still very lost.Â
I have nothing to really drive me.Â
Nothing exciting.Â
What am I to seek? And win? and most of all... overcome?
My present state offers nothing to alleviate my life.Â
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My current lack in life is me feeling unable to properly express myself. Not towards people as such, in interaction; but rather me feeling like I should process thoughts into something tangible. - Its an emptiness of sorts.Â
I am split into two sides, trying to fit the simple puzzle together, but as soon as ends meet; I notice that they are not a true fit.Â
Its a mental recline. It just lies there. My mind. Not being me. Just feeding the input in. ‘Life is pointless’ comes up quite often, mixed with endless chase of free time.Â
I try to keep focus of myself in daily alignment; but alas I too feel a need for social interaction. Its just that... I am not easily stimulated anymore, and my own presence is vague in it self. So its a post-vanity of sorts.Â
I’m not sure where I going with this. I just know that this is currently a very strange period in my life, and I don’t know if I am handling anything right. I want progress and things happening, but also some sort of genuine general self confirmation vÃs a vÃs my future and goal(s).
Indeed.
That non-permissible Sunday feel of not being able to do anything, whether it is reading, gaming, watching tv, eating, go out, and thinking - just cause it is a Sunday, Â and all the precious weekend time before it ends is so PRECIOUS to not be wasted and utilized in the best possible way.Â
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