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the worst part about my tablet working is that,,i thought i was doing so good on drawing everyday and now i ca’t,,,,,.

yes. going back to other stressful thinggs of the week. i tried to bring back up being trans to my mom and she still thinks im too young! what the ever loving fuck ive known for 3+ years and yr still pullifn thsi shit!!! im taking estrogen pills rn!! fuc k th i s!!!!!! i hate myself ! a membr of th fam asked me if smth was 'one of my mental things' mom had probs told him abt. first of all. what the fuck. who all has she told and how much and! who of my family knows im mentally ill and to what extent? she didnt ask me to telle any1 abt this. does she talk abt me at exercise and how sick and lame i am like!! what he hell. secondly. is it that obv that im not mentally healthy like. can u tell? ?? ive thought abt this alot b4 and always concluded my mental probs were mostly internal and y couldnt tell by meeting me so. what si this ? am i like some fucking special needs kid that every1 either hates bc im annoying or pities bc im fucking pathetic like. how clear is it when meeting me that im not. sound? is it clear to everyone that im a total fucking loser inside and out and thats why ppl treat me like a joke and invalidate me all the time ?? !

talk 2 me help me understand "boys"