#{self affirmation}

recent daily self affirmation...now roman sanders-ified

"The food is delicious, Mistress~" I say, kicking my legs playfully. I was seated in an Affini sized chair. It was slightly modified to allow me to comfortably move my arms at the table. If i got out of chair, there'd be a slight drop...

"Oh, I'm so glad you enjoyed it~" Mistress's voice was melodic, and the way she looked reminded me of autumn leaves. Golden, orange, and brown. Bright golden eyes sparkled as she watched me eat. "I made it special for you, petal mine." There's another look in her eyes. Hunger.

"Special dinner..." I murmur. The lights feel... brighter? The chair feels cozier. "Yayyy~" I giggle to myself, and keep giggling.

"Oh, I see you've found your surprise~ Good." Her voice... she stands from the table and eyes me up, striding over and placing a warm hand on my shoulder. I nuzzle into her divine touch, giggling again. This time, uncomfortably. What was going on...?

"Mai bodee feeeells... f..ffeels... fffunny..." I finally get out, forming sentences becoming difficult.

"Oh, that'd be the special drugs I put in your food tonight, sweetie. They strengthen and blend your senses. Touch especially. My little sensate is gonna feel every feather touch..." She runs a vine over my torso, my tummy... I try to hide my [Thought Redirected: Self-Deprecating]. She keeps focusing there, why? It's so [Thought Redirected: Self-Deprecating].

Mistress checks her tablet after it beeps several times. I mimic the beeps and giggle. "Petal. I want you to tell me "I'm pretty. I'm the most beautiful girl in the Universe." My eyes widen and I look away. She pets me, especially favoring my tummy... and I melt into her touch. It was silly to hate that part of me.

"Ai ahm purr...purretty!" My words further fail me. The corner of Mistress' mouth rises and she giggles.

"Prettiest girl where?" She grabs hold and starts to squeeze. I whine.

"purriest girl in... uni..." I let my head drift down to the table, the table feels so inviting.

"Close enough." She picks me up like I weigh nothing and takes me to our bed. "I have other activities planned for us tonight, anyway." She shoves a few more berries in my mouth... then a vine. I grab her where I can and shudder, at this point I couldn't break loose. The berries... of course they had... something... the thing... fun fun thing.

Yeah. Fun fun thing...

"Keep looking pretty for me, sweet one. All you have to do is take what's given. You're just a toy for me, and anyone else I wish~" Her voice feels so sing-songy and delicious... the light whisper obey. Obey. I nod and relax my body to the best of my ability. My mistress takes the opportunity to push deeper, eveywhere she can invade, she does. "Terran fucktoy. This is your ideal state? It's just precious. Drugged up floret~"

At this point, she's got vines around my arms, legs, and torso... my chubby tummy... in my mouth. In my... stars. She's even pumping me gently... Vines push on my behind, one sliding in. The others pressing me forward and relaxing, into the vines in front. I don't even need to buck my hips. I whine in pure pleasure around her, and lick the fleshy appendage stuffed in my throat.