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So I doubt anyone missed me, but I’ve been busy with a new job, some weird family stuff and learning how to use a jigsaw. I’ll be back soon with at least some weird Rifts related stuff since I’m running a campaign for my friends soon. Cheers ~~

People seem to put things off for me until I just forget about them and it’s the same basically every time. I shouldn’t have to constantly nag for help, but then I’m forced to and feel like a shit for having to do it.

My dumb leg gave out from underneath me on the stairs again but this I went down really hard. I seem to be okay, though my tailbone is crazy sore and my hand was bleeding a bunch. I'm just angry that I still have this problem, because I can't get a norm job like this and I'm tired of always scraping by. @__@

Super glad my birthday is over because I think it’s unnatural to hate birthdays this much and I’m still upset about it

5htp finally kicked in and I was calm enough to go to bed and literally a spider dropped onto my pillow beside my head and I will never sleep again

I always get a kick out of American descriptions of "tons of snow" - even the northern states (bearing in mind that I live about as south as you can get in Canada). Anyway, I just read "I'm from Boston and we get 6 - 10 inches of snow and the schools didn't even close!" and my immediate reaction was "of course not???" because that's not even snow. The last actual snow day I remember outside of ice storms a few years ago, we hit 6.5 feet. Anything less, and everything's still open.

I have a really bad, currently debilitating injury that’s keeping me from doing my shitty job and it’s incredible how worthless that makes me feel. Fucking depression hole.