saw spiderman homecoming and i’m a lil sad cause i never got to experience anything so far in my highschool career
like i don’t go to an actual school cause i’m online schooled and i hardly have any friends... and the friends i do have i hardly see... I’m kinda sad cause i could never experience hangout with my friends and trying to talk to girls
dating as a teen
going to homecoming or going to prom
passing notes around in class
could never experience any of that
next year is my last year in highschool and i’m going to online school and i noticed that my entire life in highschool has been online school
it has it’s benefits no doubt but u don’t actually get to experience much
ur just closed off from the world ...
and i finally noticed after going out tonight with some friends that i am very socially awkward cause i don’t know what the norms are for people my age since i hardly hangout with anyone my age....’
and to make matters worse i look older than everyone ....
it just feels like it’s hard to belong among my own peer group
