i miss you more than i remember you
shoko knew it was inevitable. with the passing of time she knew she will eventually forget them. even if she didn't wanted she was bound to forget the way their hair falls, the shape of their shadows and the tremble of their voices.
she longs for time where being sixteen was like fever dream. she was surrounded with the noises, echoes and presence of the ones she holds in her heart who was gone irrevocable. what is her cursed technique if she can't reverse lost times. in their world, nothing could last forever. she knew that. that's why the heavy bags under her eyes was like a tattoo that no matter how hard she scrubs it won't go away. survivor's guilt is what they said. but it was more than that.
it was guilt that was eating her and the insecurity that was consuming her. was she that weak for gojo to forget that there were two of them that geto left. they were three the way she remember and now it was only her to hold their memory forever.
geto and gojo as strong and great they were. the feeling of absence shoko feels is far stronger and greater than the memory of their presence.
