Faybian Davis: It's 3.23am and I've drank way too many whiskies to be writing an email but I guess I was born to write - all the greats were. I sit up sometimes and I just think... what the fuck has our life been? How many times can you drown to find that you're still breathing? When I was 16 I thought my life ended. I was broken into a thousand sharp pieces and I was determined to slash up everyone I touched. Sometimes I think I'm glad, because when Chase's Dad did those things to me, he killed a part of me that Whittemore never got the chance to take. Is that wrong? I sit up and cheers to the old guy because he's dead and gone and so is the little girl that would of been crushed under the weight of the world that we carried. We picked up the pieces so many times and neither of us even cared for most of them. You and me, Aiden, were made for each other. Don't fucking laugh, you know it's true. Somewhere along the way we were on a crash collision course and we were two rocks so hard that the more we crashed against each other, the more we wore away some bizarre layer that let us exist inside our own heads and hearts. And I'll never say this again and even if you show me this email, the past 8 years have told me enough for you to know I'll deny it but I loved that school. With every part of me that loathed it, that hated it for everything that happened... It wasn't bad. We were. Isn't that crazy? That our entire lives were spent hating a building and not realising that the people inside it were what was wrong. Maybe it's even sicker that there's a lot I wouldn't change. For all that heart ache, when I'm sat up drinking at night, there's those warm memories that I didn't know I had, those times that we managed to hold it together, the times that we got shit done. And from the beginning those memories, those bizarre moments of clarity and running through fire to put other fires out, they all involve you. Don't worry, not a romantic declaration. I'm just saying that we were one hell of a team. Through my life you were an idiot but you betrayed me the least and I loved you for it. There was one less dagger through my back, one less disappointment. It doesn't make sense to me how you became me greatest friend but you did. Never forget, I promised you all them years ago... Everything's going to be fine. And it will.

But fighting each other they lost e v e r y t h i n g...