Nov 14, 2024
ouuughg I'm trying to open up more and talk more about stuff here (since this is MY blog and I can do what I want) but i also want to interact with people around here more bc it can be fun sometimes ... but good god is it scary. it's like I have to fight myself every time v.v
#artemis rambles#delete later#<- maybe...#yeah I've been on tumblr for almost 10 years now probably and ive never posted much. just reblogged shit#idk. been using social media without the social aspect really skdjsjjs#but changing that and posting and commenting on people's stuff is sooooo hard. like i feel like i need to be hit over the head#or that people will hate me and find me annoying for everything i say. or that no one will care about anything i post#idk. depression and social anxiety ain't fun i guess. lead to me always feeling a bit lonely... even on all my fandom blogs#which have more followers than my main too... like i see other people in the fandom interacting and collabing and I'm just like... hm.#making friends is really hard for me and idk how to use social media correctly hehe#anyway rant over just needed to vent a little i guess
