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[...] Por mais que tenha doido; por mais que esteja doendo. Eu ainda vou estar abrindo a geladeira da nossa casa; e vou ouvir você berrando com nossa filha da sala. "ta vendo Ana Luiza; o seu pai quase me trocou por causa dessa feia ai". E vai ser tão mágico. A vai.

So my parents just bought me the new HTC Thunder...I'M FEELING SUPER FRKING GUILTY.  Why do they always give me what I want?!  I don't mean to sound like a spoiled princess here but guilt is just eating me up.  They just spent over $4,000 to pay for all my SAT/extra classes totaled and about $1200 for both mine & my brother's trip to Disneyland & now this?   I keep telling them "I don't need this"  "I don't need that" "I'll pay for it" but in the end,  I get what I want and not ONE BIT comes from my own pocket.  They won't let me get a job to help them out either :l.  I know for a fact I'll give most of the money I make to my parents so I can help out, somehow.  All they want from me in return are extremely high GPAs & SAT scores and to get into a prestigious college...I'm afraid that I'll mess up along the way & end up leading my parents to disappointment.  I seriously need to work harder than ever before to make their money & effort all worthwhile in the end.  I guess that'll be my motivation from now on: becoming the daughter worth being proud of and successful in the future so I can pay my parents back for everrrryyyything they've done for me.