#;muse things

NAME : Hitsugaya Toushiro TITLES : Captain of the Tenth Division. Member of he Gotei Thirteen. NICKNAMES : Shorty, Shiro-chan, Toushi, Gremlin, Snowy. E.T.C BIRTHDATE : December 20th SPECIES : Shinigami / A Pure Soul. NATIONALITY : Japanese GENDER : Non-Binary PREFERRED PRONOUNS : He | Him | They / Them ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : In the Asexual Spectrum. SEXUAL ORIENTATION : Whoever his heart wants to be with. FAMILY : Hitsugaya Yukina ( Grandmother ) - Several found family Members. PARENTS : Nameless mother Deceased. Father unknown. SIBLINGS : Adopted Older Brother named Kikoutei ( Deceased. ) SIGNIFICANT OTHERS : In time, Hinamori Momo. EYE COLOR(S) : Teal ( Blue-Green. ) HAIR COLOR(S) : White due to Albinism. HEIGHT: 4'5 ( A short King. ) WEIGHT: 62 Lb ( He can be yeeted. ) FACE CLAIM : Manga + Anime BODY BUILD : Standard Adolescent body type. POTENTIAL FATAL FLAW : Cockiness, Stubbornness, Workaholism. E.T.C.

We did not get to see much from her in the final arc, which is a damn shame if you ask me.  I might have a strong level of bias.  Of this, I am aware.  

I personally think she is very strong, although she does not know it.  Thinking herself weaker than her comrades, specifically when it comes to welding Tobiume. There are moments early on in the series that show what she is capable of, and there are a few examples of where I feel that she is much stronger than she realizes.  One occurs in the Zanpakuto Spirit Arc - which is not considered canon, but showcases her abilities all the same - where she easily defends against Senbonsakura using Enkōsen, a level 39 Bakudo spell.

However...the scene that exemplifies her strength most poignantly (in my opinion) is shown in the Fake Karakura Town Arc.  

Momo appears on the battlefield to assist Rangiku Matsumoto, not fully healed from the injuries she sustained at the hands of Sosuke Aizen.  In spite of the physical, mental, emotional wounds she bore - she was able to slip undetected by all, including Rangiku - to set a trap to lure not one, but all three opponents into it.  To negate a Cero blast with a ball of fire produced in a Shikai state.  All while working with impaired physical and spiritual abilities.  

You're choking on how much you have to try!!

You have tried. you have carried the weight of the world on your shoulders and accepted more responsibilities than you have ever wanted, even intended to gain. it isn't crushing - you are strong enough to hold it - but you are choking. you don't know what to do with it. you don't know where it goes, how to move this weight everyone knows you can hold onto, and do you even want to get rid of it? Never. You would not give this to - force this on - anyone else. but you /can't /. but you are choking on it. your body will hold it up even when you lose all the air in your lungs, and your footing, and your courage. it does not mind choking you. it seems almost designed to do so. if you weren't wrung out you wouldn't be doing this thing properly.

FLAWS.

moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny | controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | liar | impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry | greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive | spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky | absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | childish | callous | clingy | delusional | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cynical | cruel | depressed | deranged | egotistical | envious | insecure | insensitive | lustful | delinquent | overthinker | guilt complex | reclusive | reckless | nervous | oversensitive | perfectionist | pessimistic | naive

STRENGTHS.

honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave | patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky | intelligent | confident | humble | generous | merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming | cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm | protective | proud | diligent | considerate | compassionate | good sportsmanship | friendly | empathetic | passionate | reliable | resourceful | sensible | sincere | witty | funny BI

SKILLS AND HOBBIES.

art | acting | astronomy | animals | archery | sports | belly dancing | bird watching | blacksmithing | boating | calligraphy | camping | candle making | casino gambling | ceramics | racing | chess | music | cooking | crochet | weaving | exercise | swordplay | fishing | gardening | ghost hunting | ice skating | magic | engineering | building | inventing | leather-working | martial arts | meditation | origami | parkour | people watching | swimming | puppetry | pyrotechnics | quilting | reading / collecting | shopping | socializing | storytelling | writing | traveling | exotic dancing | singing | yoga | gaming | surfing

When happy:

When sad:

Seeing something they want:

Seeing someone they dislike:

When their berserk button is pushed:

   BLOOMING POX:

Their roots have taken hold inside your veins, your breath is shared now. Life grows from your flesh - an inescapable, floral infection. It will feast upon you until you have nothing left to give, it will trap you and make you unable to move forward. You know all this as you watch the flowers bloom just above your skin, their own petals stained with crimson - but isn't it nice to be needed, doesn't it feel good to have them depend on you for them to grow out of your not yet rotting corpse.

  Smart until infected with stupid.

You think you're safe, don't you? You are probably the responsible one in the group, perhaps even the mom friend. You are relatively smart, but all it takes is one little thing to suck all your brain cells out. It could be hanging around your fellow stupid friends, it could be being left alone, it could be having a bit too much fun. The stupid lives inside you and it just takes the right environment for it to show.

   THE MIRROR

What do you see today? Better yet, what don’t you see today? Probably the same as yesterday, right? Everything at once and nothing at all. You know the face looking back at you enough to know that it is not your own, whatever that means. You’ve learned by now that your face is irrelevant, one that takes a backseat to the ones that come to you every day, asking you to show them lies. You don’t, of course, you are an amalgamation of all the faces looking back at you, a reflection of themselves.There is nothing but truth in that. Don’t take it too personally, then, when they scream in your face and take off running. You show them what they show you: who they are. It’s something you can relate to, isn’t it? Not being able to confront yourself face-to-face.