After the events of the party, Katie had felt like everything had caved in on itself. The night she sat next to Fitz, spilling her heart out, had meant something to her. She tried her best to keep herself from telling people what was going on. She didn't want to burden anyone, but most of the time, she spilled her soul like it was nothing. Like it was the easiest thing she had ever done. 

So when she had seen Fitz a few days later, she had been shocked by how much he'd changed. Her mind was plagued with the thoughts of how she really was turning into Felix. How she very well might end up just like her older brother. She had also been thinking about Lila a lot after the things Fitz had said about her. It were almost like if it had been Andie that had died instead of Felix. They were like two sides of the same coin. The people that meant so much to them were dead and all the heartache in the world, all the wishes on shooting stars and candles on top of birthday cakes, weren't going to change any of that.