#;;outofvortex

                       “Nearly every inch of us is on the line- 

                                                      Plucking on the strings of everything - 

        That could have been. “

You can tell a lot about a person from their music. Hit shuffle on you Ipod, MP3 Player, etc. and put the first 10 songs! One rule, no skipping! Tag 10 people and pass it on!

1. Can’t go back (Acoustic Version) - Former Vandal 2. King and Lionheart - Of Monsters and Men 3. Our story (radio edit) - Mako 4. Somebody to you - The Vamps 5. Wolves without Teeth - Of Monsters and Men 6. Ride Away - Opposite the Other 7. The lover and the runner - Former Vandal Ft. Merry Shelby 8: At gunpoint - Walking on Cars 9. Ophelia - The Lumineers 10. Smoke Filled Room - Mako

「BASICS」

▐ NAME: Penguin / Pingus / Fishbirb / Betta / Vic / Fiz ▐ PRONOUNS: He / His / She / Her ▐ SEXUALITY: Panromantic / Pansexual ▐ TAKEN OR SINGLE: Single ▐ FIVE FACTS: 1. I have a mole on the back of both ears 2. I’m good at Blackjack 3. I’m a massive crybaby 4. But I’m also fighting beast 5. I used to write smut

「EXPERIENCE」

▐ HOW LONG ( YEARS/MONTHS): I have been roleplaying for 10 years ▐ PLATFORMS USED: Gmail, msn , online forum, tumblr, skype,  ▐ BEST EXPERIENCE: In roleplaying? That’s a hard one… … It was probably the first time @orewahida​ replied to my thread on flamingmarco. I used to be a very prevalent Marco years ago on Tumblr in a roleplaying group but for various reasons, the group broke up and I had to put Marco to rest. My problem was that I always felt so strongly linked to him; you see – I’m a really melancholy kid (So much so that my neutral expression looks sad because I have droopy eyes, according to my brother, he used to wonder why I was always sad as a baby), so I really linked up with the melancholy soul of post-war Maruun. Eventually, Joy persuaded me to take him up again and so I did; I really enjoyed being him again but… I’d lost my confidence and felt too shy to really bother anyone. I tried following a lot of blogs but I didn’t have much luck with finding someone to write with. Eventually one day I wrote Birthday Preparations. It was partially a drabble and also an open for anyone to reply to – I went to have breakfast and when I had returned I had a message from an Ace asking if they could reply to that post. Excited that someone would actually want to reply to me and an Ace at that; I replied and told them to go ahead. 

I didn’t expect the quality of reply that I got that day. Just as Ace had come out of nowhere and attempted to comfort Marco in that thread, orewahida had done the same to a lonely flamingmarco. It turned out I had met a kindred spirit and one of the most inspiring people in my life. He also introduced me to @surgeonofheart which is another story altogether; thank you for finding me back then ya little shit. 

For once, I guess I felt incredibly lucky to have met such great people - so yeah, best experience.

「MUSE PREFERENCES」

▐ MALE OR FEMALE: Male, though I can handle female muses just fine. ▐ FAVORITE FACE: Zack Fair -SHOT- , from OP I really like each of ASL. I particularly have bad luck with also liking people who face death. ▐ LEAST FAVORITE FACE: Weeble’s face really annoys me, but Teach too

「WRITING PREFERENCE」

You’ve probably noticed me floating around again and most of you have probably guessed it; I’m making my return here... sorry for the elongated hiatus. It has literally been about 5 months since I’ve been here properly.

Umm first of all. 

Thank you for bearing with me. You’re all too kind. I can’t promise that I’ll be successful in my return - I’ve revamped the entire blog in hopes of motivation. There have been updates to my rules to counter stress and exhaustion. You can now visit a to do list to see what I’ve gotta do so you can get a good idea how long it’ll be before I make my way to something you’ve sent me. 

I also have a ‘more’ on my main theme:

It shows what I’m prioritizing and currently doing as well as my mood just to help you get an idea again, how likely it’ll be that I’ll be responding. I’m sure it’s not a big deal - It’s all more to help me than anyone else... to be honest. BUT I guess this is a PSA. 

          “I can’t , love you- 

                                             - when I can’t even learn to love myself.”