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“ As it is almost spooky season I am accepting costume suggestions. “

‘ eonnie~ what does ‘disaster’ mean in korean...? ‘ i know i didn’t text you in a while but i really need to know it now. ‘ i’m sorry for not answering your last text, i just fell asleep and forgot. but you’re not mad at me, right?  ‘ my life depends on knowing that word! please~! 

I'm... SUPER sorry I acted so dramatic. I just get these mood drops that get horribly bad sometimes. And yes, I did lose a couple of friends recently... No, they're no dead. We just... Kinda fought and argued over some dumb shit and now we don't talk. I want to apologize... But it's selfish to say that I don't want to be the one to step up first after the whole thing. I have my reasons but obviously I won't explain. The point is, I apologize for getting like that. Sometimes roleplaying makes it worse (even though it was originally supposed to be an outlet). That thing I wrote about my demons explains it all. The more characters I create... The more about myself I figure out. My other blog is doing alright at the moment... Is not dying that badly anymore. I still gotta build it back up... Or even join a new community with the same muses of mine... But things are looking up for it. This blog is still growing and I'm still so nervous to talk to MUTUALS. And roleplaying with canon characters is even more nerve wrecking! They gotta approve of you, y'know! I'm even nervous to talk to mind of OC's and interact with some OC's! I've already had someone with an OC disapprove of my own! This was a long time ago, before things community but you get the picture... I've also seen so many good canon characters and many friends of mine have canon rp blogs. That sometimes puts me down a bit since I can never pull off a canon character... I don't know why, they just become too OOC through time. The hetalia community is way easier with canon since 2ps aren't SPECIFICALLY canon so you can kinda morph them into your own version of them and still maintain their personalities. I'm getting off track here... I just want to thank you guys for not getting upset with me over my little breakdown. Yesterday just wasn't the best so I appreciate you guys being there for me. @shslfuckoff @anime-trash-goddess @wearentlost @dragonoussenses99 And anyone else I might have forgotten... Thank you. Even though you might not think of it as much help, you really did help. You helped me realize that people do care. Not just about me... But about people who are having a tough time in general. It's hard for me to realize that I actually have friends on here and you helped show me that you guys care. Even if it was just a small negative post... It means a lot that you still wished for a better mental state for me. I appreciate each and every one of you... And I want you all to know that I'm more scared to talk to you than you are to me. So please... If you're ever EVER having a tough time, just talk to me. I will do my ABSOLUTE BEST to help you all out. If those posts that say people care about you don't work for you... Then hopefully saying that I personally care about you so much will help. And if you're thinking: "Oh, she doesn't know me. She can't care. No one does." Bullshit. I love you all because you all deserve a chance. Let's talk. I want to meet you so that you feel more sure that I do care. Let's bond. Whatever helps you. I will do it all. Thank you for caring about me. And I will give you all my care and love in response. ❤️❤️❤️

“Why are there so many of them joining the green team?! Quick, someone assemble the anti-green fighting machine team!”