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bold whatever applies to your muse.  italicize the things that only happen in other verses.  REPOST ,  DON’T REBLOG.

been cheated on     |    been bullied    |     had your heart broken    |    broken someone’s heart    |   told a horrible lie  |     been betrayed   |     been framed / set-up     |     stolen something of value   |     overdosed on drugs     |    been drunk    |     cheated     |    bullied   |    been publicly humiliated    |   punched someone in the face    |     been beaten up   |    broken a bone   |    been admitted to a hospital   |    put someone in the hospital     |   had a near - death experience  |     been drugged   |     done drugs     |    smoked     |     been arrested    |     been homeless   |     been forced to commit a crime     |     died and come back to life     |     kissed someone you weren’t attracted to     |    bled severely   |    killed someone    |     been forced to kill someone   |   had an attempt on your life    |    made an attempt on your own life     |   lost someone   |   loved someone   |     watched a loved one die    |    failed to save / help a loved one  |   felt helpless |    watched your world die / disappear   |   had your life’s work stolen / destroyed     |    gone without food for over three days    |   gone without sleep for over three days    |    been tortured   |    been shot   |   been stabbed   |   been poisoned   |    been held prisoner    |   been trapped    |     been buried alive    |     been held hostage   |   held someone hostage   |     been stuck in a different world / universe / time     |    been slapped / punched by a parent or higher up    |   been abused by someone who should have loved / appreciated / valued you    |   had a panic attack     |   had night terrors    |     been in a car accident    |     lost your job     |   lost a fight   |    had sex with a stranger     |     been divorced     |     been abandoned    |     passed out from pain    |    cried yourself to sleep   |     spent a whole day in bed    |   hurt yourself  |   taken your anger out on yourself   |    taken your anger out on someone you love  |   been used  |   been manipulated   |  felt used   |   manipulated someone else   |   had your memories / mind wiped / stolen or tampered with    |   been taken over by a hostile force    |    been terrified  |     played a cruel game on someone    |     been forced to smile   |    felt too many things at once   |    laughed when you felt like crying    |   been in denial  |   been denied  |    faced your demons

Why Aren’t We Roleplaying?

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“ well damned if you ain’t the meanest-lookin’ s’ombitch i’ve seen since my cartel days. HOWDY. name’s riggs. ”

Character building time. Fill my inbox with questions about my muse!

ohhh, the meeting. okay. let’s keep in mind that kieran, just like mark, didn’t join The Hunt VOLUNTARILY. he was left for Gwyn like a bone to a dog by his father && therefore held a gruge against the pale King and The Hunt in general. his prior thought always revolved around HIMSELF, not caring about other people.&& after the forved initation his hatred for everything around him just grew. though, of course, he noticed mark ( the boy with the STUNNING eyes ) since he was just as OUTCAST as kieran himself.

that’s why he keeps an eye on him && feels strangely… CONNECTED to him when the other hunters mock him. at first, though, it’s just mark’s looks that draw his attention towards him. like probably every fae he feels a little uncomfortable around shadowhunters but somehow this boy is DIFFERENT. not only is he pretty but he also doesn’t have an attitude towards the hunters. then there is the scar && rune thing that seems to bother mark while for kieran it’s fascinating.

it’s not love at first sight more like mild interest and the mutual feeling of being left alone when he first sees him ( after the inital reaction of REPULSION since mark is already a hunter when kieran joins them and also shadowhunter ). but when they first talk to each other, like REALLY talking to each other is when mark gets whipped by the hunters after the court hangs some faeries. at this point kieran already developed feelings for mark due to his behavior && the auro of melancholia that’s always around him. but when mark seems to give up himself, kieran realizes that he could be the one who can HEAL his broken heart. they’re both damaged young men && even though kieran doesn’t why, he wants to PROTECT mark.

NO ONE CARES

the rage coursing through the immortal sent a shock through his body. it was like alec was frozen in time forced to watch the one he held dearest become a monster. this isn’t what he wanted. it was the last thing he’d ever desire to witness. 

      “MAGNUS, STOP! please, i don’t think you’re a villain; i never have..” 

his sobs went unheard as the warlock tore every inch of the apartment to shreds leaving nothing untouched. the shadowhunter winced as he stood in his place, watching as the other continued shattering vases, tearing up tapestries, breaking his heart. 

all he could do was stare on in awe at the power and passion his beloved possessed. there wasn’t a way for the eldest lightwood to ever stop loving him. even in magnus’ darkest days, alec would continue to see the beauty in the raging seas.  the tell brunette tried to speak, but his voice was muffled under the clashing of glasses against the walls. 

      “i’m so sorry. i never meant to do this to you. all my life, i’ve been so caught up in how i saw myself- i never stopped to think that maybe i didn’t show you that i saw everything i’ve always wanted in you. magnus bane, i gave up on letting my family have control of my heart the moment i fell in love with you. that will never change til the day i di-”