The way I percieve myself is the same way one percieves an animal they shine their flashlight on in the dark , those seemingly glowing eyes staring back at you .
Its a cautious fear , slow moving limbs and a quick beating heart .
I see those eyes , my eyes , when I look at myself . That red yellow color is one that never leaves my eyes in an inexplicable way . I dont know what I look like but I know my eyes and I know something is wrong with them .
Thats fine though , I dont mind weird . Not anymore at least .















