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i've known abt heartstopper for a while, but, for one reason or another, i hadnt read it yet,, i had the show's release date on my radar, so when i had a free evening today i figured i could watch this silly little gay show,, why not?

i binged it in one sitting and i screamed, cried and laughed in overjoy like never before!! (i then proceeded to binge the graphic novel,, it's now 2am)

i adored the novel but man!! seeing these characters irl made me so happy!! i think i can speak for every bi out there that seeing nick's journey was heartbreaking in the best way

i just got transported back to my 14yo self googling if it was normal for straight girls to rlly wanna kiss girls sometimes,, having the bipanic ft. kiera and orlando, absolutely losing it at the notion of maybe being queer, not bc it'd be wrong, but bc how could i have never known this side of me?

watching nick shed tears over am i gay quizzes and the fluttering in your stomach abt wanting to tell everyone but no one

i know the queer experience is unique to everyone and that representation is not rlly there yet,, but god thank kit for the amazing performance as nick and the portrayal of how i felt all those years ago,, thanks to alice for this story: thanks for making me feel seen

thanks to the cast of this silly little gay show that has stole my heart and reminds me of how kids everywhere are being themselves

in tears

incxendiummm -> ya0tl

So.... yeah... now trying to get some sleep before fighting my diploma and life problems again tomorrow and hopefully getting those three drafts done :) 

I’m going to cosplay Luffy both days, but in two different versions. Everythings ready and con can come :D Hopefully the weather gets better v.v 

Kinda x’D Dunno... it’s very.. complicated atm. RL sucks and shit.  I’ll try to be more active at all but I can’t promise (next week’s Animagic *-*) 

For the sake of getting back in rp’ing.  I lost track of my drafts .And other threads. And everything unless the ones on my navigation page of curse x’ D So the ones you could find there I would continue... everything else you could note as dropped from my side. Sorry ><