Siri Tachi

“Even though I'm a Jedi, I am not invincible. There are many in the galaxy who can defeat me. Now I understand why we were taught over and over that our motive must be sure,  our concentration total. I underestimated the dark side of the Force. I will try not to do that again. And I know now that I will not always be strong. I will not be afraid to recognize when I am weak.”

              { independent Siri Tachi of Star Wars Legends, written by Liesl }

I assume you mean when I said that in the tags promo-ing Dorothea's blog? without getting too into it, a lot of things star wars just aren't sparking joy right now (I don't mean anything necessarily specific, just kind of generally the stuff that's being put out now, and somewhat the fandom -- again absolutely NOT specific to anyone, especially none of my mutuals, just a general thing). I don't like yucking other people's yums, so I try not to get too into things, but just at least for right now I want to keep star wars stuff kind of filtered from at least one of my dashes. tbh I used to do this a lot more when I only had single muses, and then I kind of did it with my multi but not totally 'cause I still have star wars babes I follow there because breha's on there. but I used to do it so that each dash could kind of be a little bit of space away from the fandom(s) of the other dash(es), and that always really helped me get to have a bit of space if I wasn't feeling great on one dash/in one fandom/etc and I could move to another. but since this blog and my multi both have star wars, I didn't have a space away from it. (whereas with the other fandoms of my muses on my multi, this blog doesn't have anything of those fandoms so I did have that space.)

the stowaway

you are guarded and sharp; you’ve stolen onto the ship, giving up your doomed life on land. society has hurt you too much, you do not want to return to its hypocrisies and expectations when the sea offers freedom. you keep many secrets, almost too many, and you do not immediately trust the crew of the ship, preferring to keep your head down and to observe quietly from the crow’s nest as the rest of the crew share dinner. sooner or later, though, when an enemy holds a pistol to your head or a storm nearly throws you overboard, a crewmate will fight tooth and nail to save you, and you will realise that you would unquestioningly do the same for them.