Dogboy Pervert

im into some freaky shit so if you’re not into that feel free to scroll past.

thank u for the kiss goodnight ^__^

I forget that im not just Like This for fun and I like fucked up sex stuff because fucked up stuff happened to me :,) I thought I was past a lot of this but last night on the street I saw someone who i hung out with when I was having a rough time a few years ago, who repeatedly got me drunk/high/crossfaded and would try to rape me. The flashbacks and my thousand-yard-stare is back, luckily it is just that instance coming up and not the full horror reel. I keep flipping between feeling disgusting and small and like a feral animal that would bite at anyone who got close, and feeling Incredibly hypersexual and just. Insatiable but so so insecure. I wish healing was more straight forward. I wish I didn’t blame myself.

found this from my moot @benignrambler ! :3

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