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i miss my friends

listening to music whilst scrolling on tumblr is the only semblance of stimulation you need. pouring your time into having two screens up will suck the life out of you.

mourning all the friendship losses i have had over the years. i find it so hard to keep you all so i have had to resort to keeping you in my mind instead. like a tamagotchi of the mind. pet friend.

all these year’s wondering if i have made it on God’s general census.

my new normal is being wealthy in all ways

when my old hoes start popping out of nowhere i know my timeline needs some redirection. i know you don’t exist in this one.

lately i’ve been liking light purple, and trying to accomplish a life beyond my imagination.

i need to write to myself to make sense of things. ultimately, i’m constantly dipping my finger into hot candle wax. that’s the way to describe it, when i refuse to let it all pour out at once. all the thoughts, the things i could empty from myself, end up sticking to my fingers instead.

i love that everyone who’s ever secretly hated me has disappeared 💋

the tumblr app is mad fucking stupid and i can’t believe they aren’t still actively working on the app. no bug fixes, no updates, just pure shit omg