I love j tree I feel like myself every time I come back. And Shy and everyone who lives in this community with her have been great to us. Concert for the solstice on the first night and they set us up in this big beautiful building they normally host ceremony in. Just been cooking beautiful food for phi and I and working and sleeping on mattresses strewn across the floor, hiking up goat mountain at sunset, showering outside, chasing the little girl that lives here around and taking care of her, rigged my silks in the tree playing in those, long chats with shy and the owner of the land laying around in the shade in the hottest parts of the day, family dinners. Phi might end up building his darkness retreat center on the land and it’s nice to see him thinking about landing somewhere after we’ve both been full time traveling all year since our lives parallel collapsed. Hugest full moon over the ridge last night him and I went hiking and he asked if I see home here for both of us. I said I could. Shy offered to have me park the van here. Who knows what’s next. No need to make a decision until the end of the year anyway, since I’ve got all my travel planned. It feels good to be in California and be around people, sleep next to someone warm who loves me. Who knows. Sophie has a vision where phi and I get married but I told her I need a break from hearing about her visions bc they’re often emotionally correct but the details are unexpected and I’ve felt burned by them before bc I project my own desires and get very attached.
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