Lauren

8 months ago today, my dream came true of meeting her.

@taylorswift

omg hey friends it’s been a While since i’ve done an update on my life and i’m stuck inside without anything better to do so here we go!!!! **trigger warning**

so suuuuum basic shit about me: i’m liv, 21, from indianapolis, a bisexual, i work as a server at 2 restaurants and a patient care tech in a psych building, and i have the cutest dog 🥰🌈💛♓️🩺👱🏼‍♀️

i’m finishing up my last semester of nursing school!!!!!!!!!!! i am so so so ecstatic to finally be done, it’s been such a whirlwind of a year and a half and i’m so lucky to love what i do. i just accepted a full time psych RN position and i think it’s the perfect fit for me. this career path has truly led me to my purpose in life and i just love helping patients find that light at the end of the tunnel.

i was in a car accident recently and broke my collarbone. not a fun time but i’m very thankful it wasn’t worse. my collarbone didn’t heal properly over the first month so i had surgery to fix it and now have a plate, screws, and a gnarly scar to show it. it’s been hard being in pain and not being able to be independent and do the things i love, but i’m on the road to recovery and i can’t wait to be back and better than ever.

it’s also been about a year since i attempted suicide and checked myself into the hospital to get the help i desperately needed. doing so was the best (and hardest) thing i’ve ever done for myself. this last year has definitely been a roller coaster in terms of my mental health, but i’m clean from self harm for a year now!!! woot!! i still have rough moments, but i feel like i’m actually doing better than i ever was. i have an amazing therapist and support system to help me out when it’s hard.

i have a girlfriend!!!!!! her name is lauren and we’ve been together about 9 months now. she is my absolute best friend in the whole wide world and it’s such a privilege to love her. she definitely challenges me and pushes me, but she has my heart. we plan on moving out this fall!

8 months ago today, my dream came true of meeting her.

@taylorswift

8 months ago today, my dream came true of meeting her.

@taylorswift

Swifties I need your help. I want to propse to my girlfriend at her Hyde park show on the 11th July 2020. I know its unrealistic and a lot to expect but any other idea i have just oesn’t feel right, as TS is literally the reason we are togther. 

I barely know how Tumblr works, but if anyone can help, or spread this message or has any advice it would be SO appreciated!

Much love, Matt.

And I don't know how it gets better than this...

You take my hand and drag me head first,

Fearless ✨

Back when we were card sharks, playing games I thought you were leading me on...

I packed my bags, left Cornelia Street before you even knew I was gone 🌹

My best swiftie friend @swiftyspice has had a few hard weeks and to top it off she just found out today that the @stellamccartney x @taylorswift bag she ordered literally at the same time as me on release day got cancelled and she isn’t able to get it even though she ordered it way before it sold out. She got an email a little before my bag arrived saying it would be late but now it is cancelled all together and they’re saying there is no way she can get the bag. She is so insanely sad over this and is the biggest Stella fan on top of being a swiftie. (She literally cried when she found out they were doing a collab) If anyone knows a friend who has one to sell or you don’t want yours anymore she would totally be willing to pay for it. Please if anyone could help you would really be making her crappy few weeks a little better ☹️ Attatching a photo of us chatting the day the items were released to show you how excited she was. I am crushed for her and just want to try to help. 💕 @taylornation @tree-paine