Is it possible to have more than one person who are the best things that ever happened in our life? I shouldnβt rank but there is.
Iβve finally moved on from the one whom i had a crush on since i was 5. As soon as he was married to his long-time ex girlfriend, i have finally at peace with the fact that heβs not mine anymore.
But it strikes me hard when the memories of my own long-time ex came in to my mind lately. Listening to all of his voice recording singing to me every night those days made me miss him so much. I cried.. i only realized that heβs the best at making a realtionship feels like a fairytale. Every songs he likes reminds me of him. Every songs with some events reminds me of him. I donβt feel the same with my fiancΓ©. But thatβs the price for accepting someone who loves me more than i love him as compared to my previous exes.
Youβll eventually get over him ily..
Tetapkan hati tu. nak kahwin dah ni. Jangan terbawa2 dengan emosi dan hasutan syaitan. Lagi2 disaat kau banyak masa terluang macam ni. Memang mental. Tapi kau kena kuat ily. You have to. Walau terkadang kau rasa mcm putus asa dengan hidup. Teruskan.. keep going. And donβt look back too often.















