SWEET RED AND HELLA PURPLE..... THE BLOGE

What do you do when you feel like you’re decaying from the inside out?

You should learn to accept it. Nothing is ever going to change. You can’t stop the inevitable decay of your already rotting corpse. I’m sure it’s reached the point of no return by now.

What’s that? No one else can see it? Then why are you so worried? For being exposed as what you really are?

You’re just as alive as they are, as far as they know. Who says you can’t contribute to society and do spectacular things, despite your body turning to nothingness?

I’m afraid of what people will think of me. I know they see it in my eyes - if not that I’m already rotted, they’ll see that I KNOW I’m rotted, and they’ll learn that horrible truth from my all-too-telling expression.

Like I said, there’s nothing you can do to stop it. So you might as well come to terms with it. Why don’t you wear it proudly? “I’m decaying and I’m not afraid to show it!” Or, maybe not. Maybe you should hide it.

I don’t care. Don’t let people know. But you can manage to continue functioning even in this state.