gentle and sweet

Sorry for my absence. Life has been in utter chaos. Lost my job. Went back to retail. Moved back I with my family. Adopted a cat...

You hold the handle of a teacup, shattered on the floor. Picks up the pieces my dear. There’s nothing you can do for it now. Best to put trash in its place. 

Sweep up the pieces. Sometimes you allow the shards to slice your skin. Just to feel something at all. 

Golden eyes watch you. Sometimes it feels like they are everywhere, watching your from all angles. But you have to remind yourself its just your cat and dog. 

Do they ask themselves why you sob so much over broken china?

No. They probably don’t. 

Slowly you rise. You build yourself again. Bone by bone until you are a rigid piece of meat. 

"Give me a glass."

"Makes two of us."

“ I’m emotionally compromised and drinking. ”

- Some muse updates! Null has been whispering that she may not be gay, but actually pansexual! However, she has a female preference! Still very much a witch at heart. Her familiars are shapeshifters, taking on the form of a large black dog (Lothric) and a medium sized white cat (Priscilla). Both creatures are eldritch-like beings in their true forms, acting as protectors to their young master. 

Some mun updates! I’ve moved and am starting a co-op in my field of study after two long years! However have had to return home due to some medical issues. I’m doing okay, so don’t worry about me okie? I have all of August off so I will be popping in and out while I prep for my work co-op and work on commissions. Started playing DnD and am SO excited for the campaign! If any of my followers would like my discord, please send me a message. I am most active there. 

By the looks of it, that is exactly what he intends to do, as he tugs himself out of the wall only to pitch backwards and land flat on his back. 

“GRGGH! HUNGH! NGGREEUUNNGH!”

Null lets out a drawn out sigh. Nothing was going to fix this. He was in a right awful state and his noises were unintelligible at best. “ Well... since you plan on acting like a child, I will leave you for the night. If you feel better in the morning I will make us breakfast. ” 

When the girl re-enters the room, she finds the knight with his head wedged firmly inside the wall, muffled screams still sounding from within the massive gash in the masonry.

“RRRREEEAAAAAANNNNNGGGGGHHHH.”

- “ I do hope you don’t plan on spending your night screaming. ” She places the tea on the bedside table. “ Come on now, pull yourself out of there. ”

A prolonged period of silence, then:

“BLLLLEAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRNNNNNNNGGHHHH!”

She nearly drops the tea on the floor.