♡ Mystic Sin ♡

♡ First of all - sorry, I reblogged something not MysMe on this blog by mistake, I was drunk and sad lol ^^; But I owe you all an explanation for disappearing for so long.

♡ The last time I posted here was August 13th of 2019, almost a full year ago. I have things sitting half-written in my drafts, literally just stopped in the middle of sentences, and it’s so depressing to look at because I know that at one time I really did intend to finish them.

♡ A lot of things in my life got worse all at once - I got worse. I’m not here for pity, so I’m not going to go into detail, but I was in and out of a lot of different places and I’m still not totally back on my feet, and I’m not sure I ever will be. My motivation to write slowly trickled away, and then as I was gone for longer and longer periods of time I became more and more ashamed that I’d disappeared without a word, and the cycle just continued. I am so sorry. You all deserved better than that, at the very least.

♡ I don’t know if I’ll ever come back to this blog to write - I want to. I want to say that I will. I have some wonderful requests in my inbox and drafts right now that I absolutely want to get to one day. And I’ve never actually finished MysMe - it’s still on my phone, because after a certain Zen DLC I just don’t have the heart to delete it - so there’s a chance I’ll fixate on it again if I ever get back to finishing out the two routes I never completed. But I can’t promise anything - I don’t want to say I will and then never come back, ruin your trust in me even further.

♡ I just want to say thank you so much for all the support you’ve given me thus far, even when I was gone. I did this for fun and to see so many people enjoying what I wrote, most of which was self-indulgent, made me feel so warm and happy inside. I still get that feeling of warmth when I see notifications for reblogs or likes, even if it’s coupled with some guilt now.

♡ Thank you for all the love you have shown me in the short time that this blog was active. I’ll never forget it, and I don’t know how my life is going to go, but I sincerely hope that one day I can meet you all again with new posts for this blog. 💝

Kura, ily too TT I hope you’ve been well! Seesaw is so good gfdhgfd

Nothing’s up, lol - classes start soon, and my own personal problems are still as much of a problem now as they were before lolol tbh I wish I didn’t have to deal with life lmao

♡ Of course! ^^ I would be happy to add him!

♡ Pegging Jihyun HC’s ♡

You’re surprised because he brings it up, not you

Admittedly, you’d never been shy when talking to him about the types of things you liked to do, but he hadn’t seemed super interested in it before, and it’s not like you were going to force him into trying things he wasn’t into

But now he was interested

He wanted to see you at your best, doing what you liked to do

And honestly, he should know what it feels like to be on the receiving end too, right?

He says it’s so honestly and innocently that he definitely needs a kiss for it, please give it to him

He’s adorably shy and unsure to begin with, raking his fingers through his hair and laughing softly

But he doesn’t change his mind about trying it

Jokingly asks if he’s supposed to lubricate the strap-on, which is so out of character for him that you don’t even manage a response -

But, um

…..that would be really hot

Still, he seems too nervous and unsure of what to do so you save that for another time

It takes him a long time to relax - he’s never done anything like this before, never even fingered himself, so it’s all incredibly new to him and takes a long time to stretch him enough before you can slide in

Softly vocal

Little gasps and whimpers, long pale fingers gripping into the covers for stability and something to hold onto

When you finally hit that sweet spot inside him he responds with a deep groan from his chest, sweat beading on his skin, forehead pressed into his pillow

He is absolutely beautiful, moonlight on his bare back, the shadow down his spine, love bites blooming along his ribs like galaxies

The pale light from the window shines off his hair and makes Jihyun ethereal, like moonlight is living in the very lining of his skin

When he reaches his peak he tenses, face flushed bright red and hands curled into fists, your lips on his shoulder as he cums with your name escaping him in a broken moan

He’s sweaty and a mess, absolutely exhausted and collapsed into the bed by the time you’ve gotten everything cleaned up and put away, his tender and sleepy gaze on you the entire time

Welcomes you with open arms to bed and instantly nuzzles his face into your neck

Usually he stays awake until you fall asleep, but he’s out in less than a minute this time, your fingers softly carding through his hair relaxing him even more