when no one is looking

 I dont know why i find it so attractive to be unrecognised, an introvert... probably because it feels more luxurious to be a wallflower than the life of the party to me or maybe im afraid of other peoples opinions. I can list a couple more reasons but i guess those are the main one.

I miss going to concerts and festivals, i miss hanging out with strangers, i miss the feeling of excitement, i miss running back and forth from stage to stage so i can see the performance that i planned to see but most importantly i miss that sentiment of feeling like a tiny tiny ant in a crowd full of people that you have never seen before, —not in a bad way— its just so exciting to me, nobody cares about what you do,  or what you wear or what do you look like,  everyone its so wrapped up in the moment, that absolutely nobody cares.