I deserve someone who doesn't second guess if they want to be with me. I deserve someone who is sure of me. I deserve someone who chooses me. I deserve someone who isn't you.

This year was one of the best and yet, one of the hardest.

why do I let myself be in the same situation over and over again?

what if there was nothing to lose from the beginning because you never really had it?

if he wanted, he would’ve done something.

Today, I prayed to forgive myself for the things I did and for the things I wish I did. I prayed to learn how to love myself instead of begging other people to do if for me. I prayed to learn how to accept myself and know my worth. Lastly, I prayed to learn how to choose myself over the others.