A Day In the Life

The vision board is in progress! I’m really bad at sticking to things especially if the only thing reminding me is myself or my thoughts. I need to see it and it won’t be a chore.

I’m ready for arts and crafts, I’m excited!

Okay, so here’s something coming in the future...

I love travelling and I know that’s definitely in the future, why? Because I’m making it happen, its amazing.

I’ll be going to Machu Pichu, and London for sure.

When? Not sure.

Any plans so far? Nope.

Its a movie, documentary thing. Skip the first 5mins, I made Sergio watch it and I forgot the first 5mins were so dramatic that they were laughable. I was embarrassed for a quick second. So its the law of attraction and how thinking/feeling certain things brings them into your life.

I want it. I NEED IT. Its going to happen, its happening now. I feel it. Its here.

That’s basically the process. Also that seems to be how sex happens now that I think about it... I believe it if I’m being honest. This is the blog. Its me bringing my desires into existence. And I don’t mean sex.

I applied for a job at a hotel and I’m getting the job, I already know it. I have more than enough experience and I’m so readily available to them its embarrassing. But they’re excited as their reading my application, they see my availability and my past experience, they rejoice! I’m so excited to start my new job, I know they’ll call me soon, I need to put in my two weeks at my current job so they better hurry!

I want this job, and actually I need this job, that’s how I know I’m getting it. I see it happening, I feel relieved and excited and happy that I got the job. I’m happy with my stability and the new opportunities and experiences that a new job/company bring to me.

I’m a non-commiter. I have a boyfriend, I want long term, but that’s not what I mean, I can’t stick to a task to safe my life. Currently I have at least 7 unfinished books, countless unfinished journals/entries, movies I’ve left without ending, shows I’ve left unwatched, tasks left unfinished. You get the point. So why this blog? I’ve tried it countless times, trust me. Its never been an ongoing thing. Who knows if it will be now? One thing is different. This time I’m doing it for me, the future me. I want, no scratch that, I NEED to get my shit together, for the both of us.